The Poison Tree

Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Looping it over and over and over. 

 

One of my biggest mistake was to give us a chance, despite never doing a such thing with other admirers before. Then you went ahead and proved my chance wrong and my past cautions right. You’re even worse than Mr Stalker who I’ve told you about, because you built me up and tore me down with all your lies. [even right til the very end and beyond, and I’d believed you over all your detractors] I can’t believe you were the one; you really are not everything you made yourself to be to me. No wonder your best friend told me you are “The Ugly” in “The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly”.

Finally got [some of] my answer[s], almost a year after. 

Now I see it wasn’t entirely my fault, all those things you have blamed me for the breakdown of our relationship; you merely needed something to break it off, because of the lies you built up and were falling apart.

It hurts. I want eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. To forget you, the memories, the hurt, the betrayal, the lies, everything.

I hope you’ll receive your karma someday, soon. 

It takes a lot for me to hate someone. And I have never hated a past lover before. Congratulations on making me do/feel just that.

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